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“…finding out at least that freedom is a state of mind…”

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to be honest, I don't know what I'm looking for...
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Always being much more human than they wished to be

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“I will wake you with a smile
I will hold you when you cry
I will love you till I die”
I believe this heart of mine when it tells my eyes – That this is beauty
I believe this heart of mine when it tells my mind – That this is reason
I believe this heart of mine when it cries at time – That this is forever
I believe this heart of mine when it tells the skies – That this is the face of God

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Let me go||Let me walk away through the Undertow||Let me rise against that blood-red velvet sky||Break my wings and fall|| So let me fly…

I am I, but why must truth always make me die?

Let me bleed!||Let me tear myself apart I need to breathe!||Let me lose my way!||Let me walk astray!||Let me drain!||Let me die!||Let me break the things I love I need to cry!||Let me burn it all!
Let me take my fall through the cleansing fire!

Let me fade into that pitch-black velvet night…
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… is still young but feeling old
(But life holds her hand, refusing to let go)

Still in this life - Still in this troubled mind

Beautiful life

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“There is nothing you can do to help me now
I am lost within myself as so many times before
There’s nothing you can do to ease my pain
if you love me you must let go”

Who will be there now? When I lose my one true love?

I am falling now/Have I lost Myself? To love someone else…
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Wishing… wishing…
Wishing I was stronger – wishing I was whole
I’m wishing to be a god!

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……g –> love is in my blood!!

Through my eyes she can see numb anxiety

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“I want you to know I can’t sleep anymore by the nights
Day after day I want you to say that you are mine”

Year after year/Tear after tear
I feel like my heart will break in two

I'll never believe in love anymore

Time after time I am wasting my time, living in a past where I was strong

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This is not who I wanted to be, this is not what I wanted to see

I’m trying too much to feel unchained, to burn out this sense of feeling cold
And every day I seek my prey: someone to taste and to hold
I feel alive during the split second when they smile and meet my eyes, but I could cry ’cause I feel broken inside!

I've lost CONTROL and I don't know if I am true to my soul
Losing control and I don't know if I am TRUE AT ALL

“We will always be so much more human than we wish to be…”